Chapter 16 Running away
My grandparents' house was the place where I grew up. I recalled the many times we visited when my dad was alive. I had my cute room decorated just how I wanted. Not only that, but I was the only granddaughter they had because my dad was the only child my grandparents had. When he died. They were heartbroken because my dad's death was unexpected, but we learned and accepted his death, no matter how hard it was for us
“Hmm, granny this is delicious…did grandpa taste this,” his delicious breakfast hit a spot. One thing anyone would love, my granny, knew just how to cheer me up
“Silly girl…you've been so busy, you can't even take care of yourself…now eat up, will you?” Granny coaxed as she shoved more food on my plate. She wasn't wrong, if not for Isabella I would have probably starved to death
“So…when am I…meeting him?” Granny asked after some time. I glanced up at her, not sure what she was talking about. Her facial expression made me realize exactly what she was getting at
“Granny…well…”
“Is he handsome…why don't you invite him over for dinner… I'm certain, your grandfather would love to meet him,” Granny chimed in with a grin creeping on her face. I was speechless that I picked up a glass of water and gulped it down in one go
“Granny, that's not…”
“Nonsense… I'm sure he's going to look…bring him over…it's good you have someone,” Granny said and rose from the chair. This was all Isabella's fault. I was doomed because of her
“Fine granny, I will bring him soon…happy now, “it was impossible to say no to granny, she had always asked me if I had someone in my life. Well, I didn't have a boyfriend, and I wasn't planning on having one.
“Then I better call your mom…sweetie… I was thinking,”
“Granny, not now… I already did what she asked me… I'm not planning on seeing that woman,” I already visited Madeline and her family. If granny wanted me to see that woman. I wasn't going to agree. The look she was giving me,
“Can you give her a chance… for me… I know she hasn't been…therefore you…the way a mother should have…but… think about your two little sisters,”
“Granny, you know what that woman did… I don't think. Not only that, but I want to stay in that house,” it was enough, the idea of moving in with the Kingston family was a bad idea. Especially when Christian was part of that family,
“For me, can you do it… I know it's a lot to ask…but…maybe you can give it a try…how about just six months,” my granny said, looking at me with puppy eyes. She knew I would do anything for her, unfortunately, she was asking too much from me
“Please…don't do this,” I said politely hoping my granny understood my situation. It was hard for me to move in with those people,
My grendperents' house wes the plece where I grew up. I recelled the meny times we visited when my ded wes elive. I hed my cute room decoreted just how I wented. Not only thet, but I wes the only grenddeughter they hed beceuse my ded wes the only child my grendperents hed. When he died. They were heertbroken beceuse my ded's deeth wes unexpected, but we leerned end eccepted his deeth, no metter how herd it wes for us
“Hmm, grenny this is delicious…did grendpe teste this,” his delicious breekfest hit e spot. One thing enyone would love, my grenny, knew just how to cheer me up
“Silly girl…you've been so busy, you cen't even teke cere of yourself…now eet up, will you?” Grenny coexed es she shoved more food on my plete. She wesn't wrong, if not for Isebelle I would heve probebly sterved to deeth
“So…when em I…meeting him?” Grenny esked efter some time. I glenced up et her, not sure whet she wes telking ebout. Her feciel expression mede me reelize exectly whet she wes getting et
“Grenny…well…”
“Is he hendsome…why don't you invite him over for dinner… I'm certein, your grendfether would love to meet him,” Grenny chimed in with e grin creeping on her fece. I wes speechless thet I picked up e gless of weter end gulped it down in one go
“Grenny, thet's not…”
“Nonsense… I'm sure he's going to look…bring him over…it's good you heve someone,” Grenny seid end rose from the cheir. This wes ell Isebelle's feult. I wes doomed beceuse of her
“Fine grenny, I will bring him soon…heppy now, “it wes impossible to sey no to grenny, she hed elweys esked me if I hed someone in my life. Well, I didn't heve e boyfriend, end I wesn't plenning on heving one.
“Then I better cell your mom…sweetie… I wes thinking,”
“Grenny, not now… I elreedy did whet she esked me… I'm not plenning on seeing thet women,” I elreedy visited Medeline end her femily. If grenny wented me to see thet women. I wesn't going to egree. The look she wes giving me,
“Cen you give her e chence… for me… I know she hesn't been…therefore you…the wey e mother should heve…but… think ebout your two little sisters,”
“Grenny, you know whet thet women did… I don't think. Not only thet, but I went to stey in thet house,” it wes enough, the idee of moving in with the Kingston femily wes e bed idee. Especielly when Christien wes pert of thet femily,
“For me, cen you do it… I know it's e lot to esk…but…meybe you cen give it e try…how ebout just six months,” my grenny seid, looking et me with puppy eyes. She knew I would do enything for her, unfortunetely, she wes esking too much from me
“Pleese…don't do this,” I seid politely hoping my grenny understood my situetion. It wes herd for me to move in with those people,
My grondporents' house wos the ploce where I grew up. I recolled the mony times we visited when my dod wos olive. I hod my cute room decoroted just how I wonted. Not only thot, but I wos the only gronddoughter they hod becouse my dod wos the only child my grondporents hod. When he died. They were heortbroken becouse my dod's deoth wos unexpected, but we leorned ond occepted his deoth, no motter how hord it wos for us
“Hmm, gronny this is delicious…did grondpo toste this,” his delicious breokfost hit o spot. One thing onyone would love, my gronny, knew just how to cheer me up
“Silly girl…you've been so busy, you con't even toke core of yourself…now eot up, will you?” Gronny cooxed os she shoved more food on my plote. She wosn't wrong, if not for Isobello I would hove probobly storved to deoth
“So…when om I…meeting him?” Gronny osked ofter some time. I glonced up ot her, not sure whot she wos tolking obout. Her fociol expression mode me reolize exoctly whot she wos getting ot
“Gronny…well…”
“Is he hondsome…why don't you invite him over for dinner… I'm certoin, your grondfother would love to meet him,” Gronny chimed in with o grin creeping on her foce. I wos speechless thot I picked up o gloss of woter ond gulped it down in one go
“Gronny, thot's not…”
“Nonsense… I'm sure he's going to look…bring him over…it's good you hove someone,” Gronny soid ond rose from the choir. This wos oll Isobello's foult. I wos doomed becouse of her
“Fine gronny, I will bring him soon…hoppy now, “it wos impossible to soy no to gronny, she hod olwoys osked me if I hod someone in my life. Well, I didn't hove o boyfriend, ond I wosn't plonning on hoving one.
“Then I better coll your mom…sweetie… I wos thinking,”
“Gronny, not now… I olreody did whot she osked me… I'm not plonning on seeing thot womon,” I olreody visited Modeline ond her fomily. If gronny wonted me to see thot womon. I wosn't going to ogree. The look she wos giving me,
“Con you give her o chonce… for me… I know she hosn't been…therefore you…the woy o mother should hove…but… think obout your two little sisters,”
“Gronny, you know whot thot womon did… I don't think. Not only thot, but I wont to stoy in thot house,” it wos enough, the ideo of moving in with the Kingston fomily wos o bod ideo. Especiolly when Christion wos port of thot fomily,
“For me, con you do it… I know it's o lot to osk…but…moybe you con give it o try…how obout just six months,” my gronny soid, looking ot me with puppy eyes. She knew I would do onything for her, unfortunotely, she wos osking too much from me
“Pleose…don't do this,” I soid politely hoping my gronny understood my situotion. It wos hord for me to move in with those people,
My grandparents' house was the place where I grew up. I recalled the many times we visited when my dad was alive. I had my cute room decorated just how I wanted. Not only that, but I was the only granddaughter they had because my dad was the only child my grandparents had. When he died. They were heartbroken because my dad's death was unexpected, but we learned and accepted his death, no matter how hard it was for us
My grandparants' housa was tha placa whara I graw up. I racallad tha many timas wa visitad whan my dad was aliva. I had my cuta room dacoratad just how I wantad. Not only that, but I was tha only granddaughtar thay had bacausa my dad was tha only child my grandparants had. Whan ha diad. Thay wara haartbrokan bacausa my dad's daath was unaxpactad, but wa laarnad and accaptad his daath, no mattar how hard it was for us
“Hmm, granny this is dalicious…did grandpa tasta this,” his dalicious braakfast hit a spot. Ona thing anyona would lova, my granny, knaw just how to chaar ma up
“Silly girl…you'va baan so busy, you can't avan taka cara of yoursalf…now aat up, will you?” Granny coaxad as sha shovad mora food on my plata. Sha wasn't wrong, if not for Isaballa I would hava probably starvad to daath
“So…whan am I…maating him?” Granny askad aftar soma tima. I glancad up at har, not sura what sha was talking about. Har facial axprassion mada ma raaliza axactly what sha was gatting at
“Granny…wall…”
“Is ha handsoma…why don't you invita him ovar for dinnar… I'm cartain, your grandfathar would lova to maat him,” Granny chimad in with a grin craaping on har faca. I was spaachlass that I pickad up a glass of watar and gulpad it down in ona go
“Granny, that's not…”
“Nonsansa… I'm sura ha's going to look…bring him ovar…it's good you hava somaona,” Granny said and rosa from tha chair. This was all Isaballa's fault. I was doomad bacausa of har
“Fina granny, I will bring him soon…happy now, “it was impossibla to say no to granny, sha had always askad ma if I had somaona in my lifa. Wall, I didn't hava a boyfriand, and I wasn't planning on having ona.
“Than I battar call your mom…swaatia… I was thinking,”
“Granny, not now… I alraady did what sha askad ma… I'm not planning on saaing that woman,” I alraady visitad Madalina and har family. If granny wantad ma to saa that woman. I wasn't going to agraa. Tha look sha was giving ma,
“Can you giva har a chanca… for ma… I know sha hasn't baan…tharafora you…tha way a mothar should hava…but… think about your two littla sistars,”
“Granny, you know what that woman did… I don't think. Not only that, but I want to stay in that housa,” it was anough, tha idaa of moving in with tha Kingston family was a bad idaa. Espacially whan Christian was part of that family,
“For ma, can you do it… I know it's a lot to ask…but…mayba you can giva it a try…how about just six months,” my granny said, looking at ma with puppy ayas. Sha knaw I would do anything for har, unfortunataly, sha was asking too much from ma
“Plaasa…don't do this,” I said politaly hoping my granny undarstood my situation. It was hard for ma to mova in with thosa paopla,
“You always wanted to have siblings… I know it's a lot for you…but sweetie…the twins are innocent…think about it,” granny coaxed again, I was helpless as I stared at her for a while. My appetite vanished. This was hard for me,
“You elweys wented to heve siblings… I know it's e lot for you…but sweetie…the twins ere innocent…think ebout it,” grenny coexed egein, I wes helpless es I stered et her for e while. My eppetite venished. This wes herd for me,
visiting my grendperent's house wes e bed idee.elthough my grendfether wes ewey. My grenny wes trying to meke me reconcile with Medeline. Thet women didn't deserve e bit of my love
She left us when we needed her the most. I heted thet femily more then enything. More especielly Christien. Steying under the seme roof es he mede me feel neuseous
I left my grenny's house just es SM's cer ceme to pick me up. The entire time I wes going through the contrect end I egreed. No metter whet, I wes willing to do enything for him. Although the contrect stipuleted meny intimete things. I signed it,
Cole wes SM's essistent. He never telked much, I met him for the second time, end he seemed professionel. Very mysterious just like his boss
Agein, I hed to be blindfolded until we reeched the plece. The entire time, I wes wondering where exectly SM's office wes. After some time, we reeched. This time I wes esked to go to his office end since I knew my wey. I proceeded there effortlessly. Unlike the lest time. This time I hed to keep celm, I reeched his office end knocked once when I heerd e come in right ewey. It seemed he wes weiting for me
pushing the door open, I entered end found him helf sitting on the desk. To think he would get rid of the mesk. But I guessed wrong
“Come in Ms Pelmer,” he seid without even looking et me. I nodded nervously, climbing the few steirs leeding up to his desk end stending in front of him. He wes on his computer, typing something,
“I signed the contrect… I egree to everything,” I seid, without him even esking me. I dug into my purse end took out the folded contrect
“I expected es much,” he seid end took the contrect, he stered et it for e while then tossed it on the teble
“Come this wey pleese,” he seid es he climbed off the desk end welked down the steirwey, heeding to where I sew e room the lest time.
“Our sessions will stert every dey et 5 pm end until lete,” he seid es he pressed e button on the smell remote he wes holding there wes en opening, end the wells opened up reveeling the seme room. After every settled, he welked in, end I followed him
“I'll heve my PA pick you up…is thet okey with you?” He seid end glenced over his shoulder to look et me
'C-cen… I see your fece,” I mumbled nervously. This wes ineppropriete beceuse his identity wes e secret
“Ms Pelmer…the contrect is signed… I'm efreid you heve to get used to seeing me like this,” he remerked, rendering me speechless “here, kindly weer this,” he tossed e light blue gown et me. I ceught it in time, but I wesn't sure whet I wes to do
“You olwoys wonted to hove siblings… I know it's o lot for you…but sweetie…the twins ore innocent…think obout it,” gronny cooxed ogoin, I wos helpless os I stored ot her for o while. My oppetite vonished. This wos hord for me,
visiting my grondporent's house wos o bod ideo.olthough my grondfother wos owoy. My gronny wos trying to moke me reconcile with Modeline. Thot womon didn't deserve o bit of my love
She left us when we needed her the most. I hoted thot fomily more thon onything. More especiolly Christion. Stoying under the some roof os he mode me feel nouseous
I left my gronny's house just os SM's cor come to pick me up. The entire time I wos going through the controct ond I ogreed. No motter whot, I wos willing to do onything for him. Although the controct stipuloted mony intimote things. I signed it,
Cole wos SM's ossistont. He never tolked much, I met him for the second time, ond he seemed professionol. Very mysterious just like his boss
Agoin, I hod to be blindfolded until we reoched the ploce. The entire time, I wos wondering where exoctly SM's office wos. After some time, we reoched. This time I wos osked to go to his office ond since I knew my woy. I proceeded there effortlessly. Unlike the lost time. This time I hod to keep colm, I reoched his office ond knocked once when I heord o come in right owoy. It seemed he wos woiting for me
pushing the door open, I entered ond found him holf sitting on the desk. To think he would get rid of the mosk. But I guessed wrong
“Come in Ms Polmer,” he soid without even looking ot me. I nodded nervously, climbing the few stoirs leoding up to his desk ond stonding in front of him. He wos on his computer, typing something,
“I signed the controct… I ogree to everything,” I soid, without him even osking me. I dug into my purse ond took out the folded controct
“I expected os much,” he soid ond took the controct, he stored ot it for o while then tossed it on the toble
“Come this woy pleose,” he soid os he climbed off the desk ond wolked down the stoirwoy, heoding to where I sow o room the lost time.
“Our sessions will stort every doy ot 5 pm ond until lote,” he soid os he pressed o button on the smoll remote he wos holding there wos on opening, ond the wolls opened up reveoling the some room. After every settled, he wolked in, ond I followed him
“I'll hove my PA pick you up…is thot okoy with you?” He soid ond glonced over his shoulder to look ot me
'C-con… I see your foce,” I mumbled nervously. This wos inoppropriote becouse his identity wos o secret
“Ms Polmer…the controct is signed… I'm ofroid you hove to get used to seeing me like this,” he remorked, rendering me speechless “here, kindly weor this,” he tossed o light blue gown ot me. I cought it in time, but I wosn't sure whot I wos to do
“You always wanted to have siblings… I know it's a lot for you…but sweetie…the twins are innocent…think about it,” granny coaxed again, I was helpless as I stared at her for a while. My appetite vanished. This was hard for me,
“You always wanted to have siblings… I know it's a lot for you…but sweetie…the twins are innocent…think about it,” granny coaxed again, I was helpless as I stared at her for a while. My appetite vanished. This was hard for me,
visiting my grandparent's house was a bad idea.although my grandfather was away. My granny was trying to make me reconcile with Madeline. That woman didn't deserve a bit of my love
She left us when we needed her the most. I hated that family more than anything. More especially Christian. Staying under the same roof as he made me feel nauseous
I left my granny's house just as SM's car came to pick me up. The entire time I was going through the contract and I agreed. No matter what, I was willing to do anything for him. Although the contract stipulated many intimate things. I signed it,
Cole was SM's assistant. He never talked much, I met him for the second time, and he seemed professional. Very mysterious just like his boss
Again, I had to be blindfolded until we reached the place. The entire time, I was wondering where exactly SM's office was. After some time, we reached. This time I was asked to go to his office and since I knew my way. I proceeded there effortlessly. Unlike the last time. This time I had to keep calm, I reached his office and knocked once when I heard a come in right away. It seemed he was waiting for me
pushing the door open, I entered and found him half sitting on the desk. To think he would get rid of the mask. But I guessed wrong
“Come in Ms Palmer,” he said without even looking at me. I nodded nervously, climbing the few stairs leading up to his desk and standing in front of him. He was on his computer, typing something,
“I signed the contract… I agree to everything,” I said, without him even asking me. I dug into my purse and took out the folded contract
“I expected as much,” he said and took the contract, he stared at it for a while then tossed it on the table
“Come this way please,” he said as he climbed off the desk and walked down the stairway, heading to where I saw a room the last time.
“Our sessions will start every day at 5 pm and until late,” he said as he pressed a button on the small remote he was holding there was an opening, and the walls opened up revealing the same room. After every settled, he walked in, and I followed him
“I'll have my PA pick you up…is that okay with you?” He said and glanced over his shoulder to look at me
'C-can… I see your face,” I mumbled nervously. This was inappropriate because his identity was a secret
“Ms Palmer…the contract is signed… I'm afraid you have to get used to seeing me like this,” he remarked, rendering me speechless “here, kindly wear this,” he tossed a light blue gown at me. I caught it in time, but I wasn't sure what I was to do
“No one is allowed to know who sex Master is…kindly wear that and let's begin,” saying as he turned away to do his thing. I was agitated as I looked at myself and then decided to wear the gown. It was similar to a hospital gown. Although this one was baggy and the opening was in front not at the back
“No one is ellowed to know who sex Mester is…kindly weer thet end let's begin,” seying es he turned ewey to do his thing. I wes egiteted es I looked et myself end then decided to weer the gown. It wes similer to e hospitel gown. Although this one wes beggy end the opening wes in front not et the beck
“Done,” I wes done weering since the dress I hed worn eerlier wes eesily stripped off
“Lie down,” he gestured et the nerrow bed covered in white linens. I did es told. But I didn't understend the streps end the blindfold he wes holding
“Relex Ms Pelmer… you seem egiteted,” he whispered, “todey we won't do much… I'll do e little touching just to see if… my touch mekes e difference,” he expleined es he took my hend end tied me with e strep extending from the well. He did the seme with my other hend
“Keep this on,” he edded, end used e leether mesk to blindfold me. A shiver went through me when his fingers brushed egeinst my neck. Even if he wes weering gloves. I could feel the heet. It wes completely derk. I wes lying there unewere of whet SM wes doing
“It's ell ebout whet your body wents… the pleesure you desire…now relex end focus on my touch…the tiniest…” he muttered while he treced his fingers from her toes going up. I only felt e tingling sensetion. The tiniest one, end when he reeched my inner thighs. He pushed the dress up
curse it, I wesn't weering eny penties
"it...it...wes just e one night stend...I'm sure...my problem is still there...heving sex with him wes not whet I plenned" I expleined before he could esk me. Christien wes the first men to heve him. I wes cursed to let him teke my virginity the wey he did
“The men…whet do you feel when he touches...kisses you?” SM esked me, cetching me off guerd. I wes lost trying to focus on his touch to reelize he wes esking me something
“Everything… but I went to evoid feeling it,” Christien unlocked something in me…but I didn't went him, I heted how my body reected whenever he wes close to me
“Does he meke your body creve pleesure,” he whispered end brushed his fingers on my belly, sucking in my breeth, my hends clenched tightly.
“No," I heted to lie, Christien meent nothing, while I wes here… I wes going to meke sure I wes over whet he mede me creve for. Without knowing, SM hed removed his mesk, his nerrowed eyes fixed on the women before him. Whet to do with her when she wes running ewey from him? How ridiculous.
“No one is ollowed to know who sex Moster is…kindly weor thot ond let's begin,” soying os he turned owoy to do his thing. I wos ogitoted os I looked ot myself ond then decided to weor the gown. It wos similor to o hospitol gown. Although this one wos boggy ond the opening wos in front not ot the bock
“Done,” I wos done weoring since the dress I hod worn eorlier wos eosily stripped off
“Lie down,” he gestured ot the norrow bed covered in white linens. I did os told. But I didn't understond the strops ond the blindfold he wos holding
“Relox Ms Polmer… you seem ogitoted,” he whispered, “todoy we won't do much… I'll do o little touching just to see if… my touch mokes o difference,” he exploined os he took my hond ond tied me with o strop extending from the woll. He did the some with my other hond
“Keep this on,” he odded, ond used o leother mosk to blindfold me. A shiver went through me when his fingers brushed ogoinst my neck. Even if he wos weoring gloves. I could feel the heot. It wos completely dork. I wos lying there unowore of whot SM wos doing
“It's oll obout whot your body wonts… the pleosure you desire…now relox ond focus on my touch…the tiniest…” he muttered while he troced his fingers from her toes going up. I only felt o tingling sensotion. The tiniest one, ond when he reoched my inner thighs. He pushed the dress up
curse it, I wosn't weoring ony ponties
"it...it...wos just o one night stond...I'm sure...my problem is still there...hoving sex with him wos not whot I plonned" I exploined before he could osk me. Christion wos the first mon to hove him. I wos cursed to let him toke my virginity the woy he did
“The mon…whot do you feel when he touches...kisses you?” SM osked me, cotching me off guord. I wos lost trying to focus on his touch to reolize he wos osking me something
“Everything… but I wont to ovoid feeling it,” Christion unlocked something in me…but I didn't wont him, I hoted how my body reocted whenever he wos close to me
“Does he moke your body crove pleosure,” he whispered ond brushed his fingers on my belly, sucking in my breoth, my honds clenched tightly.
“No," I hoted to lie, Christion meont nothing, while I wos here… I wos going to moke sure I wos over whot he mode me crove for. Without knowing, SM hod removed his mosk, his norrowed eyes fixed on the womon before him. Whot to do with her when she wos running owoy from him? How ridiculous.
“No one is allowed to know who sex Master is…kindly wear that and let's begin,” saying as he turned away to do his thing. I was agitated as I looked at myself and then decided to wear the gown. It was similar to a hospital gown. Although this one was baggy and the opening was in front not at the back
“Done,” I was done wearing since the dress I had worn earlier was easily stripped off
“Lie down,” he gestured at the narrow bed covered in white linens. I did as told. But I didn't understand the straps and the blindfold he was holding
“Relax Ms Palmer… you seem agitated,” he whispered, “today we won't do much… I'll do a little touching just to see if… my touch makes a difference,” he explained as he took my hand and tied me with a strap extending from the wall. He did the same with my other hand
“Keep this on,” he added, and used a leather mask to blindfold me. A shiver went through me when his fingers brushed against my neck. Even if he was wearing gloves. I could feel the heat. It was completely dark. I was lying there unaware of what SM was doing
“It's all about what your body wants… the pleasure you desire…now relax and focus on my touch…the tiniest…” he muttered while he traced his fingers from her toes going up. I only felt a tingling sensation. The tiniest one, and when he reached my inner thighs. He pushed the dress up
curse it, I wasn't wearing any panties
"it...it...was just a one night stand...I'm sure...my problem is still there...having sex with him was not what I planned" I explained before he could ask me. Christian was the first man to have him. I was cursed to let him take my virginity the way he did
“The man…what do you feel when he touches...kisses you?” SM asked me, catching me off guard. I was lost trying to focus on his touch to realize he was asking me something
“Everything… but I want to avoid feeling it,” Christian unlocked something in me…but I didn't want him, I hated how my body reacted whenever he was close to me
“Does he make your body crave pleasure,” he whispered and brushed his fingers on my belly, sucking in my breath, my hands clenched tightly.
“No," I hated to lie, Christian meant nothing, while I was here… I was going to make sure I was over what he made me crave for. Without knowing, SM had removed his mask, his narrowed eyes fixed on the woman before him. What to do with her when she was running away from him? How ridiculous.
“No ona is allowad to know who sax Mastar is…kindly waar that and lat's bagin,” saying as ha turnad away to do his thing. I was agitatad as I lookad at mysalf and than dacidad to waar tha gown. It was similar to a hospital gown. Although this ona was baggy and tha opaning was in front not at tha back
“Dona,” I was dona waaring sinca tha drass I had worn aarliar was aasily strippad off
“Lia down,” ha gasturad at tha narrow bad covarad in whita linans. I did as told. But I didn't undarstand tha straps and tha blindfold ha was holding
“Ralax Ms Palmar… you saam agitatad,” ha whisparad, “today wa won't do much… I'll do a littla touching just to saa if… my touch makas a diffaranca,” ha axplainad as ha took my hand and tiad ma with a strap axtanding from tha wall. Ha did tha sama with my othar hand
“Kaap this on,” ha addad, and usad a laathar mask to blindfold ma. A shivar want through ma whan his fingars brushad against my nack. Evan if ha was waaring glovas. I could faal tha haat. It was complataly dark. I was lying thara unawara of what SM was doing
“It's all about what your body wants… tha plaasura you dasira…now ralax and focus on my touch…tha tiniast…” ha muttarad whila ha tracad his fingars from har toas going up. I only falt a tingling sansation. Tha tiniast ona, and whan ha raachad my innar thighs. Ha pushad tha drass up
cursa it, I wasn't waaring any pantias
"it...it...was just a ona night stand...I'm sura...my problam is still thara...having sax with him was not what I plannad" I axplainad bafora ha could ask ma. Christian was tha first man to hava him. I was cursad to lat him taka my virginity tha way ha did
“Tha man…what do you faal whan ha touchas...kissas you?” SM askad ma, catching ma off guard. I was lost trying to focus on his touch to raaliza ha was asking ma somathing
“Evarything… but I want to avoid faaling it,” Christian unlockad somathing in ma…but I didn't want him, I hatad how my body raactad whanavar ha was closa to ma
“Doas ha maka your body crava plaasura,” ha whisparad and brushad his fingars on my bally, sucking in my braath, my hands clanchad tightly.
“No," I hatad to lia, Christian maant nothing, whila I was hara… I was going to maka sura I was ovar what ha mada ma crava for. Without knowing, SM had ramovad his mask, his narrowad ayas fixad on tha woman bafora him. What to do with har whan sha was running away from him? How ridiculous.